Alive!

Yeap!
I am alive!Few days back when i was suffuring from 'Dengue Virus' and got fever like over 103 degree I thought I would not survive anymore.But Mr.Azrail has not done his job well.As a result, I am still alive.Nonetheless, I got fear much, the fear about death.My previous post was death related.If I would really die, then what happened?People would have explained this as a coincidence perhaps. And, they regards me as a predictor.


Ohh! Those days were hectic while I was laying down in bed and had to do nothing without watching Tv specially MTV & B4U.Doctor said that I need proper rest,high protein and tons of vitaminC for augmenting 'Platelets'.So, I had to stayed in the home.In this long long leisure time I had lots of time for thinking, and the main theme of my thinking was death.I felt I dare the death much.Probably all feels same.Some awakening of the sprit of renunciation came in my mind.The whole world seems to me quite unreal and unnecessary.Am I going insane??????Perhaps.....

(Is my blog turn into a blog of pessimism, disapoiniment, hopelessness, dejection rather? I think so.I am a bit contrary myself in my blog. Infact I am a optimistic person. )

Well, lets split it.I have been absent in the college since 15sept.I did not ever missed classes as long as this time in my NDC life.Wheneever, I go to the college and attend to class or quiz life just gonna be hell.But now I feel NDC badly. Anyway I have to dotons of task. Lets see some of them.....

1.Collect a "Onuposthitir Marzonapotro"( Pardon paper of absence rather) and sumit it to Room #212.
2.Restart study :(
3.Cut off my hair.
4.Buy a moneybag.
5.Collect quiz questions.
6.Back to Khamosh's batch and copy/paste those lectures which I have missed..... &..... etc.... etc.....etc......
And Finally, I have to do some MASTI. Right now.